Saturday, January 28, 2012

bloody murder

So I was pretty upset today. I've been upset a lot, lately. This week... it's mostly been about the fact that I'm really sick, and also that people let other people down. I hate both of those things.

I was crying, sobbing really, earlier today, over things that I think are important. Are they? I don't know. But it doesn't really matter, because I was crying over them all the same.

As I'm burying my head in a pillow, I'm resenting Anthony for being so carefree and caught up in some stupid game while I wallow in utter and complete misery that was my week.  But before I can finish my self-absorbed thought,  he's by my side, hugging me. I look up, and his video game isn't even paused. He kissed my forehead and just sat there. I kept watching his computer screen, as his character was shot to death.

For any of you girls out there who are in a relationship with a guy who's into video games... this is kind of a REALLY HUGE DEAL.

I'm still upset over this and that, but it's super nice to know that I'm going to marry the guy that hugged me while his character was murdered. BLOODILY.

9 comments:

suzy said...

cute!! haha...i hope this week is better though. :)

Shewearscrazywell said...

Ohhhh....what a sweet hubby-to-be you have! That has to make your week a little better! I send you love and well wishes that next week is much, much better! We all have those crummy weeks, at least you don't bottle it up and you let it out...very healthy! Love ya lady...Hearts, Janna Lynn

Amylou said...

I can totally relate. Those moments are pretty special. He cares about you a lot girl. I really hope things get better! So sorry things are tough lately.

Anonymous said...

Kudos to Anthony!!!

Pink Hibiscus said...

Wow, from having ex's that were OBSESSED with video games, that's one hell of a big deal. Needless to say, you're onto a winner there doll!

Sorry to hear that you've been down, but you can only look up, eh?

xo

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Heather said...

haha i love this.

Twells said...

I miss reading your stuff!

Smart guy you got there.

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