bloody murder

So I was pretty upset today. I've been upset a lot, lately. This week... it's mostly been about the fact that I'm really sick, and also that people let other people down. I hate both of those things.

I was crying, sobbing really, earlier today, over things that I think are important. Are they? I don't know. But it doesn't really matter, because I was crying over them all the same.

As I'm burying my head in a pillow, I'm resenting Anthony for being so carefree and caught up in some stupid game while I wallow in utter and complete misery that was my week.  But before I can finish my self-absorbed thought,  he's by my side, hugging me. I look up, and his video game isn't even paused. He kissed my forehead and just sat there. I kept watching his computer screen, as his character was shot to death.

For any of you girls out there who are in a relationship with a guy who's into video games... this is kind of a REALLY HUGE DEAL.

I'm still upset over this and that, but it's super nice to know that I'm going to marry the guy that hugged me while his character was murdered. BLOODILY.