"You and You"
I don't wanna know you anymore.
I loved you, the you I knew,
but forget the idea of knowing me now.
Looking at you, your physical you,
I think of the you I knew,
but you begin to speak
and I lose you.
So I'm going to spare myself
the confusion of finding
you in you,
and simply say goodbye
to all of you.
Rough couple of weeks. Next week will be better.
I'm not a fan of most female voices, ordinarily. Oddly enough... I came across both of these songs at "perfect" times. I started listening to Paramore's new album in October. I don't need to bring up what happened in October, but this song is fitting.
And then, I heard this second song on the radio. I don't listen to the radio much AT ALL, but I happened to turn the radio on when I got bored with my cd, and the very end of this song came on. AND THEN, a couple days ago, I turned on the radio again, and the end of the song came on AGAIN. So.. I "Shazam"ed it. (iPhone app) Apparently it's a really popular song. I just hadn't heard it.
The song is quite perfect, considering that I've been contacted by someone that I didn't want contacting me.
Hence the poem.
I'm not bitter-- not anymore. I just have a different perspective on things.
Given that these last two weeks have been really... difficult, my blog is reflecting that.
Hanging out with Anthony and his family (and making new friends) has been really good for me.
I'm happy! I really am. Life gets me down, like it does to everyone, but overall, I'm okay. I'm pretty content.
[If you're the praying type, please keep my supervisor in your prayers. Thanks :) ]
But anyway, I just wanted to share this with you all.
Thanks for stickin' with me.
Oh, and it's spring break now. So... HAPPY LIZ!